I am here to be a touchstone on this journey, having been through 39 years of the wild and woolly journey of divine embodiment beginning with complete nervous breakdown and revelation of massive light latent inside me at the age of 18 in 1983 which began the purge and dismantle of my cognitive/ego mind. Simultaneously the potent divine love from my core flooded into me like a river undamned and I had episodes of ecstasy and agony as “Junk” DNA was called into expression and then went dark again. The stubbornness of my fear-based mind was very strong. It has been a continual surrender to begin arriving at a juncture where I am beginning to hold my embodiment steady in the frequency of well-being, love and joy.
The Importance of Radical Self Care
Through deep and consistent self-care and the practice of continually replacing the operating system of the fear-based predator mind with the love-based “good parents” inside me, I have walked myself home these 39 years and come to live more and more as well-being and joy. Still soul retrievals bringing new higher dimensional aspects of my consciousness come pouring in from time to time, demanding an immediate purge of density to accommodate them, leaving me blubbering on the floor. But love holds me through it all, and the deep understanding of the fruit of this labor helps soooo much. The Panic, the despair and bouts with deep fatigue have all pushed me to dig deeper into the great fertile ground of the love at the core and to remember why I came to this Earth: to be this love. I believe our human super power is this love we hold inside of us and are in fact made of. The most treacherous places in the psyche can be terra-formed into the “Garden of Eden” simply by love’s presence. In this latest stage, with the help of this higher love and reconnection to divine mother, I am finally beginning to synthesize the multitude of layers of self into one coherent vessel and taste the fruits of this multi-dimensional embodiment, infinite and finite, a tantric dance of ecstatic communion through this physical body housing this infinite spirit. Through this initiatory path, I have honed many tools and wisdom jewels which I so enjoy sharing with others to help illuminate the path.
A little about the tools I bring to the healing container
As an ally on your journey being a musician and sound healer, I love to bring the sound codes of love and healing through music and song whenever possible. I believe affirmations made into melodies can be great allies on the journey. I also believe humor is extremely powerful part of healing so I love to find humor even in the darkest of places. It is a magical elixir to lighten up the journey! Another tool I love are the Gene Keys, a technology based on the I ching and astrology that helps one to gain beautiful insight into the specific flavors of our challenges and our genius. It is a powerful tool for the path!
If you would like to explore working with me, schedule your free call here.
Multi-dimensional Embodiment and Our Return to Divine Blueprint
Hello Earth fans and space fans. Welcome to this auspicious portal in which I am attempting to sum up the ins and outs of the process of multi-dimensional embodiment and the dismantling and then renewal of our world inside and out as we move through this great shift on our marvelous awakening planet Earth.
I guess I will start here: We have been on a fallen planet with no access to its Divine Mother. We have lived as a human race under systems of separation and control, with fear and survival being at the core of human existence. The DNA has been locked down in this system, but now, finally, our true parent architecture is being made available to us. The vaults of heaven are opening up and giving us so much support to access what we need to birth back into our 5th dimensional organic matrix which involves a return of many soul pieces into this now self from many dimensional planes of reality. Another way to think of it is that our multi dimensional circuitry has been fragmented and disconnected and now, we can finally reconnect these disconnected circuits that give us back the ability to embody our higher aspects. This whole situation is both exciting and daunting!
Depending on the nature of your mission as a star seed here on Earth and the level of conscious memory and DNA encodement you carry, you have signed up to be an ambassador to assist humanity in acclimating to the great clean-up and up-leveling demand of this coming time. As such, you may very well be in the throws of some pretty serious clearing as you read these words. You may also be processing feelings of looking for home like a boat looking for its home port as we are closer than ever to our starseed pieces all coming home to dock in the central station of our Earth body. Dense emotional experiences of traumatic death and injury from this and other lives may be coming up so you can graduate from fear-based reality and begin holding the states of well-being and joy of the 5th dimensional organic matrix.
As the light codes coming from the sun and the galactic center increase in their vibrational frequency, we, as human angelic star seeds are brought into non-optional cycles of purging and upgrades that can be quite intense for the emotional and physical body. Through all the tumultuous cleansing and revelation of corruption, Divine mother is calling us more deeply into her very heart. It is like we are getting all cleaned up for our great wedding celebration with the parts of ourselves from all the different life times and dimensions that are returning to the central ballroom of this now self. It is quite an amazing reunion and celebration with our loved ones within ourselves and our loved ones in our core soul group coming more and more together too.
All the major systems within us that do not support this love-based reality must be dismantled and replaced with neural nets in our brains and bodies that run the new circuitry of joy, unity and abundance as well as all systems of Govt, Medicine, Religion, Media, Education must also go through this kind of death and rebirth. It is kind of like we are getting ready for our graduation and senior prom as humans on planet Earth after living through quite a tour of duty in the night! The shock and awe of this outer disclosure is coming soon to a theater near you…lol One of our roles in this time is to shine our love into the field to stabilize mass consciousness. We are being prepared to be light houses for mass humanity. That’s why we go through this labor and delivery first so we can hold space as midwives as the big emotional storms of disclosure hit the masses.
We are the bringers of the dawn, the path cutters clearing our way back into the divine blueprint and through doing so, making this new template of evolution available to all sentient life on Earth, and it can be quite a job. We can feel isolated and misunderstood by our family of origin and often clueless about how to translate our essences into a niche or a career as birthing the Divine Blueprint into form is our major career!
A Bit About the Specifics of My Path
I am here to be a touchstone on this journey, having been through 39 years of the wild and woolly journey of divine embodiment beginning with complete nervous breakdown and revelation of massive light latent inside me at the age of 18 in 1983 which began the purge and dismantle of my cognitive/ego mind. Simultaneously the potent divine love from my core flooded into me like a river undamned and I had episodes of ecstasy and agony as “Junk” DNA was called into expression and then went dark again. The stubbornness of my fear-based mind was very strong. It has been a continual surrender to begin arriving at a juncture where I am beginning to hold my embodiment steady in the frequency of well-being, love and joy.
The Importance of Radical Self Care
Through deep and consistent self-care and the practice of continually replacing the operating system of the fear-based predator mind with the love-based “good parents” inside me, I have walked myself home these 39 years and come to live more and more as well-being and joy. Still soul retrievals bringing new higher dimensional aspects of my consciousness come pouring in from time to time, demanding an immediate purge of density to accommodate them, leaving me blubbering on the floor. But love holds me through it all, and the deep understanding of the fruit of this labor helps soooo much. The Panic, the despair and bouts with deep fatigue have all pushed me to dig deeper into the great fertile ground of the love at the core and to remember why I came to this Earth: to be this love. I believe our human super power is this love we hold inside of us and are in fact made of. The most treacherous places in the psyche can be terra-formed into the “Garden of Eden” simply by love’s presence. In this latest stage, with the help of this higher love and reconnection to divine mother, I am finally beginning to synthesize the multitude of layers of self into one coherent vessel and taste the fruits of this multi-dimensional embodiment, infinite and finite, a tantric dance of ecstatic communion through this physical body housing this infinite spirit. Through this initiatory path, I have honed many tools and wisdom jewels which I so enjoy sharing with others to help illuminate the path.
A little about the tools I bring to the healing container
As an ally on your journey being a musician and sound healer, I love to bring the sound codes of love and healing through music and song whenever possible. I believe affirmations made into melodies can be great allies on the journey. I also believe humor is extremely powerful part of healing so I love to find humor even in the darkest of places. It is a magical elixir to lighten up the journey! Another tool I love are the Gene Keys, a technology based on the I ching and astrology that helps one to gain beautiful insight into the specific flavors of our challenges and our genius. It is a powerful tool for the path!
If you would like to explore working with me, schedule your free call here.
What is the magic prescription for being aligned with the experience of joy? Well, the simple way to sum it up is the experience of mutual blessing.
For the child it is resting in the arms of divine mother’s love, feeling supported and loved by the masculine and knowing that her joy is uplifting all. For the man of the house, it is being held by his woman in love and partnership and being given and carrying out the job of discerning the thought forms and activities that bring nourishment to his family. It is also feeling the child loving him and being blessed by his love as he supports her and she shows him how to ride the “bicycle” of joy sparking from within her. For the feminine it is the exquisite joy of loving and being loved by her family and knowing she is blessing the one’s she loves in multitudes of ways. The key is that each of the parts of the self feels seen, loved and recognized by each other which creates the powerful synergy that ignites joy.
As I ventured out to the local park, my ears were poised to hear the words of divine mother. She is teaching me so much these days. She said, “Now, expect blessings. Imagine that the whole of the natural world is unfolding to bless you.Speak to the trees. Speak to the flowers and the beas. You are not alone. My child self often has felt alone before Divine Mother came on the scene to be here with her on July 16th when the game of duality, polarity, victimization and enslavement to suffering ended. Just like that! It’s time was up! Anyway, now she is here with me and I am available to a whole new world, a world that she teaches me about in every moment. I am so brand new. So we walk on, and to the left we see this great field of Queen Anne’s Lace. and she says, “It is all about wish fulfillment. I am here to fulfill your deepest wishes and the natural world too so just ask for what you would like.” and so I felt this deep desire to be surrounded by all of the Queen Anne’s lace as it was tall and growing up to the sky, but the pathway in was fraught with prickly thistles, and I couldn’t see a way in. So I spoke this wish out loud, “Mother I want a way to get into the field and be surrounded by all those glorious Queen Anne’s Lace flowers growing way up to the sky.” And guess what? As I walked on, there was a place where the grass had been flattened down with no prickles anywhere around and a pathway that led right into this great spot to sit in the center of the flowers. I was able to sit down on the grass and watch the beautiful tall flowers above and all around me swaying against the blue sky. I felt so blessed. That is wish fulfillment in action! I sat down as the great flowers towered all around me swaying in the wind. After only a few minutes, I noticed I was tooo hot. So, I said out loud, “You know what I would really like: Some wind. Could you blow a breeze to cool me down?” and very soon the wind began to softly rise up as if to answer my wish. Now, you could say this is all coincidence, but the key to anchoring oneself into a benevolent universe is this: to hold space for this benevolent love to come from all around and align itself with your wishes and if this appears to be happening, you give great thanks to all the living creatures and to the universe because this re-inforces the physiology of your being to believe you are, in deed, in a benevolent universe.
A Need fulfilled is Even Better
So, next I was walking on, and I realized that I was very thirsty. The sun was getting hotter, and I felt a little fear of dehydration or heat stroke because the car was a bit far away. So, I reframed, and I thought, “Wouldn’t it be just perfect if there were a water fountain in this park?” And again you could call it coincidence or just a given that most public parks, if not all, do have water fountains, but this is my fantasy dream of benevolence, and I am using it to affirm my benevolent universe. And when it comes to holding high frequency and feeling loved and supported, imagination does just as effective of a job as reality. Now, when vulnerability is felt and then the need is fulfilled, the universe, in deed, feels very benevolent, and that is what I felt as I sipped the water, which tasted quite good for public water. I felt so much gratitude as the water sated my thirst and made it so I could make my way to the berry bush uninterrupted. I affirmed to myself, “Yes, this living matrix is supporting me always and in all ways as I walked gently on.
Now, on to the berries.
PIcking berries, one can learn much about life. For one thing we are seeking the fruit amid the thorns. Need I say more? Ok, a little more. So, when reaching for the fruit, there are many possible danger zones as you know. So we have to be strategic. I was feeling like it was quite a parallel how we have to be strategic and intentional in life to stay in our joy especially these days. You just open up social media and you can find so many thorny, polarized conversations that totally hurl your vibration into the underworld if you as much as look at them. But if you just focus on the fruit of staying in your joy, you can stay in your joy and have your fruit too even amid the thorns! So, another parallel: If one wants to stay in the frequency of joy, they have to be alert for what to avoid just as my brain and hand had to be vigilant to find the safe way to get that luscious fruit without the pain of getting stuck. Well, I gathered many berries and only had a painful interface in one situation where the thorns were well hidden behind a branch. Again, a great parallel: we can avoid painful situations when they are obvious, but if we cannot see them, we are set up to get pricked out of nowhere.
OK, now let’s talk about the ripeness factor. Of course this is such a beautiful and potent metaphor for life. When that berry is not ripe, you can pull it quite alot and it does not let go of the vine. Now, when that berry is ripe, the same berry even falls into your hand. What is the difference: Timing! Everything ripens at its own rhythm, its own perfect time, and no one can speed it up or make it different. We are like that too with our creations and our dreams that we carry within us. They are on their own schedule of ripening, and we just have to surrender and allow them to come to fullness in their own time. The feeling of the berries not quite ready to come is very informative: you can feel its attachment. it is still getting something it needs from the mother plant, blut when it’s ready, then it lets go so easily. Some berries were so ready, they did fall right into my hands!
The Importance of Giving Thanks
As I left the park, I felt such gratitude for all that had blessed me. That is another thing that Divine Mother is teaching me. Always thank the beings that have blessed you. So I thanked the sky and the flowers, the magenta wild roses with their full hips, the water fountain, the grass below my feet, and especially the sweet wind that had cooled me and the yummy berries that would be a part of my black berry pie. It is a magic thing that when we give our thanks to nature, it immediately feels our love and appreciation and sends that back to us in a sweet dance of giving and receiving. Then all of the larger self celebrates in the divine love affair with itself which lifts the field into ever more joy. And it was all completely free, great abundance that did not cost a penny. I love my adventures with Divine Mother and her beautiful Earth creation of which I am a part.
Welcome to the music and Healing Services of Sarah Adams. I am a singer/cellist, Sound Healer, children’s musician and educator as well as a Transformational Life Coach based in Portland, Oregon. The intention within all that I offer is to provide inspiration, joy, hope, love and healing through the blessings of music and loving connection. It is my joy to be of service during this powerful time on the planet! I hope you will enjoy the many offerings on this site.
Sarah Hope Adams 