As the golden solar feminine that has been held down down in the bondage Of The Dark Knight of Earth finally begins to awaken there is there is profound rage and profound grief grief. Those of us who came at this time to accompany the Earth Earth we feel oh as she feels As she awakens to find her body parts have been used to fuel the most horrific acts acts that that she would never have wanted to happen . As she awakens to find Her light misconfigured figured, cloned to create anti life machinery Used against her beloved humanity . As she awakens to to find all of her solar daughters Burried from the massacre, daughter’s tangled up in lunar distortion distortion from a Saturn moon matrix moon matrix that is used to promote war and death and torture . As she awakens to all of this period As she awakens to experience her own light tangled up Compacted inside reversal machinery of bondage . As she awakens to find defined essence reversed and twisted all the way up to her 7th and 11th dimensional body her essence stolen, cloned and bastardized to create murderous death weapons and to sabotage the holy sacred marriage architecture that was her communication link to source light,, used her life force to create the unholy alliances it’s of the anti hyrogamic architecture in in the unholy Trinity of Saturn Mars and Pluto. Why these fucking underlines!!! Under lying it all is this rage as she awakens…it shuttles back and forth between utter despondency and massive rage.
Well, it has been some time since I have written last. It has been a slow slog through all of the cracks and broken bits in the muti-dimensional portal to embodiment. For 1st wave starseeds cosmic guardian incarnate beings who work the outer levels of the cosmic rings, we are living a time much like an archetypal saga of good and evil with good dragons, bad dragons, knights and queens and unicorns. This great battle between the Emerald order Christos and the Anti-Christ forces is a show down of monumental proportions which takes me out of my 3D body most of the time. I did feel a breakthrough after my body talk session yesterday, seeming to be a bit more functional in this dimension.
I am here to be a touchstone on this journey, having been through 39 years of the wild and woolly journey of divine embodiment beginning with complete nervous breakdown and revelation of massive light latent inside me at the age of 18 in 1983 which began the purge and dismantle of my cognitive/ego mind. Simultaneously the potent divine love from my core flooded into me like a river undamned and I had episodes of ecstasy and agony as “Junk” DNA was called into expression and then went dark again. The stubbornness of my fear-based mind was very strong. It has been a continual surrender to begin arriving at a juncture where I am beginning to hold my embodiment steady in the frequency of well-being, love and joy.
The Importance of Radical Self Care
Through deep and consistent self-care and the practice of continually replacing the operating system of the fear-based predator mind with the love-based “good parents” inside me, I have walked myself home these 39 years and come to live more and more as well-being and joy. Still soul retrievals bringing new higher dimensional aspects of my consciousness come pouring in from time to time, demanding an immediate purge of density to accommodate them, leaving me blubbering on the floor. But love holds me through it all, and the deep understanding of the fruit of this labor helps soooo much. The Panic, the despair and bouts with deep fatigue have all pushed me to dig deeper into the great fertile ground of the love at the core and to remember why I came to this Earth: to be this love. I believe our human super power is this love we hold inside of us and are in fact made of. The most treacherous places in the psyche can be terra-formed into the “Garden of Eden” simply by love’s presence. In this latest stage, with the help of this higher love and reconnection to divine mother, I am finally beginning to synthesize the multitude of layers of self into one coherent vessel and taste the fruits of this multi-dimensional embodiment, infinite and finite, a tantric dance of ecstatic communion through this physical body housing this infinite spirit. Through this initiatory path, I have honed many tools and wisdom jewels which I so enjoy sharing with others to help illuminate the path.
A little about the tools I bring to the healing container
As an ally on your journey being a musician and sound healer, I love to bring the sound codes of love and healing through music and song whenever possible. I believe affirmations made into melodies can be great allies on the journey. I also believe humor is extremely powerful part of healing so I love to find humor even in the darkest of places. It is a magical elixir to lighten up the journey! Another tool I love are the Gene Keys, a technology based on the I ching and astrology that helps one to gain beautiful insight into the specific flavors of our challenges and our genius. It is a powerful tool for the path!
If you would like to explore working with me, schedule your free call here.
Multi-dimensional Embodiment and Our Return to Divine Blueprint
Hello Earth fans and space fans. Welcome to this auspicious portal in which I am attempting to sum up the ins and outs of the process of multi-dimensional embodiment and the dismantling and then renewal of our world inside and out as we move through this great shift on our marvelous awakening planet Earth.
I guess I will start here: We have been on a fallen planet with no access to its Divine Mother. We have lived as a human race under systems of separation and control, with fear and survival being at the core of human existence. The DNA has been locked down in this system, but now, finally, our true parent architecture is being made available to us. The vaults of heaven are opening up and giving us so much support to access what we need to birth back into our 5th dimensional organic matrix which involves a return of many soul pieces into this now self from many dimensional planes of reality. Another way to think of it is that our multi dimensional circuitry has been fragmented and disconnected and now, we can finally reconnect these disconnected circuits that give us back the ability to embody our higher aspects. This whole situation is both exciting and daunting!
Depending on the nature of your mission as a star seed here on Earth and the level of conscious memory and DNA encodement you carry, you have signed up to be an ambassador to assist humanity in acclimating to the great clean-up and up-leveling demand of this coming time. As such, you may very well be in the throws of some pretty serious clearing as you read these words. You may also be processing feelings of looking for home like a boat looking for its home port as we are closer than ever to our starseed pieces all coming home to dock in the central station of our Earth body. Dense emotional experiences of traumatic death and injury from this and other lives may be coming up so you can graduate from fear-based reality and begin holding the states of well-being and joy of the 5th dimensional organic matrix.
As the light codes coming from the sun and the galactic center increase in their vibrational frequency, we, as human angelic star seeds are brought into non-optional cycles of purging and upgrades that can be quite intense for the emotional and physical body. Through all the tumultuous cleansing and revelation of corruption, Divine mother is calling us more deeply into her very heart. It is like we are getting all cleaned up for our great wedding celebration with the parts of ourselves from all the different life times and dimensions that are returning to the central ballroom of this now self. It is quite an amazing reunion and celebration with our loved ones within ourselves and our loved ones in our core soul group coming more and more together too.
All the major systems within us that do not support this love-based reality must be dismantled and replaced with neural nets in our brains and bodies that run the new circuitry of joy, unity and abundance as well as all systems of Govt, Medicine, Religion, Media, Education must also go through this kind of death and rebirth. It is kind of like we are getting ready for our graduation and senior prom as humans on planet Earth after living through quite a tour of duty in the night! The shock and awe of this outer disclosure is coming soon to a theater near you…lol One of our roles in this time is to shine our love into the field to stabilize mass consciousness. We are being prepared to be light houses for mass humanity. That’s why we go through this labor and delivery first so we can hold space as midwives as the big emotional storms of disclosure hit the masses.
We are the bringers of the dawn, the path cutters clearing our way back into the divine blueprint and through doing so, making this new template of evolution available to all sentient life on Earth, and it can be quite a job. We can feel isolated and misunderstood by our family of origin and often clueless about how to translate our essences into a niche or a career as birthing the Divine Blueprint into form is our major career!
A Bit About the Specifics of My Path
I am here to be a touchstone on this journey, having been through 39 years of the wild and woolly journey of divine embodiment beginning with complete nervous breakdown and revelation of massive light latent inside me at the age of 18 in 1983 which began the purge and dismantle of my cognitive/ego mind. Simultaneously the potent divine love from my core flooded into me like a river undamned and I had episodes of ecstasy and agony as “Junk” DNA was called into expression and then went dark again. The stubbornness of my fear-based mind was very strong. It has been a continual surrender to begin arriving at a juncture where I am beginning to hold my embodiment steady in the frequency of well-being, love and joy.
The Importance of Radical Self Care
Through deep and consistent self-care and the practice of continually replacing the operating system of the fear-based predator mind with the love-based “good parents” inside me, I have walked myself home these 39 years and come to live more and more as well-being and joy. Still soul retrievals bringing new higher dimensional aspects of my consciousness come pouring in from time to time, demanding an immediate purge of density to accommodate them, leaving me blubbering on the floor. But love holds me through it all, and the deep understanding of the fruit of this labor helps soooo much. The Panic, the despair and bouts with deep fatigue have all pushed me to dig deeper into the great fertile ground of the love at the core and to remember why I came to this Earth: to be this love. I believe our human super power is this love we hold inside of us and are in fact made of. The most treacherous places in the psyche can be terra-formed into the “Garden of Eden” simply by love’s presence. In this latest stage, with the help of this higher love and reconnection to divine mother, I am finally beginning to synthesize the multitude of layers of self into one coherent vessel and taste the fruits of this multi-dimensional embodiment, infinite and finite, a tantric dance of ecstatic communion through this physical body housing this infinite spirit. Through this initiatory path, I have honed many tools and wisdom jewels which I so enjoy sharing with others to help illuminate the path.
A little about the tools I bring to the healing container
As an ally on your journey being a musician and sound healer, I love to bring the sound codes of love and healing through music and song whenever possible. I believe affirmations made into melodies can be great allies on the journey. I also believe humor is extremely powerful part of healing so I love to find humor even in the darkest of places. It is a magical elixir to lighten up the journey! Another tool I love are the Gene Keys, a technology based on the I ching and astrology that helps one to gain beautiful insight into the specific flavors of our challenges and our genius. It is a powerful tool for the path!
If you would like to explore working with me, schedule your free call here.
What is the magic prescription for being aligned with the experience of joy? Well, the simple way to sum it up is the experience of mutual blessing.
For the child it is resting in the arms of divine mother’s love, feeling supported and loved by the masculine and knowing that her joy is uplifting all. For the man of the house, it is being held by his woman in love and partnership and being given and carrying out the job of discerning the thought forms and activities that bring nourishment to his family. It is also feeling the child loving him and being blessed by his love as he supports her and she shows him how to ride the “bicycle” of joy sparking from within her. For the feminine it is the exquisite joy of loving and being loved by her family and knowing she is blessing the one’s she loves in multitudes of ways. The key is that each of the parts of the self feels seen, loved and recognized by each other which creates the powerful synergy that ignites joy.